On monday the 17th of this month I will be going to the doctor.
It'll be my first appointment about my baby and I can't wait.
This may well shock most women but I'm in the middle of my fourth month and I haven't seen a doctor yet. I have so many questions for this appointment the only unsolisisted answer I may get from him will be "hello, I'm your doctor."
My artwork has been slow for the last few months and I can't really blame that on pregenacy. My night job, working christmas in a toy department, getting married in May...my life has done some abrupt turns in the last year and a half.
My brother (I hope this doesn't hurt his feelings) thinks I have some hidden stock pile of art just waiting to be unleashed into the world. Most days I barely have time to read my e-mail let alone sit down and compose something worth posting. They say no one is harder on an artist then themself and I believe that. I don't even consider myself an artist and I have drawings that I kick myself for all the time.
I don't have a stock pile of pictures. If its bad or very old I get rid of them. I keep the good ones but in my eyes so few make the cut.
When the baby comes I may have no time to do any.
I hope that what little I post here is good enough. Not for the viewers but for me. I just don't want to leave it for a time, come back, and decide to delete them all.